he doesn’t deserve my tears

cold water on my bodymixed with my warm tearsI sit in the bathtubhugging my chestwith my little fingerspatting my backthe tears rain fasterI hug myself tighterhoping the fire in my soulwill settle down and stop mourningthe loss of someone we never hadthe presence of someonedoesn't mean he's herehe didn't help mewhen I neededhe didn't hug…

it’s okay to ask for help

I believe that we should talk more and educate ourselves about mental illness and suicide, and create a safe community for people with mental issues. a lot of people around us have attempted suicide or even had suicidal thoughts and most of us had them at some point in our livesGlobally 800,000 people die from…

look at your body in the mirror

Look at yourself in the mirror, Look at every part of your body, Look at the parts you hate the most, Touch your belly and your scars, Touch those curves,Admire how beautiful you’re, and how powerful your body is, You don’t need to change it, You don’t need to lose or gain weight, You’re so…

his brown eyes

I watched the sunlight in his pretty brown eyes, he gave my life so much light, I don't want him to go away, or the darkness will fill my life again, when he's here, it's all bright and clear, I don't want to be lost in the gloom, I pray every day, Oh god keep…

is being his princess worth it all?

Open the window princess let your hair down , he yells from downstairs am I going to stay too long ? he asks you hesitate he sounds mad maybe exhausted, you let your hair down from the tiny window so he could climb he pulls your hair hard it hurts but you don't say he…

Cold

Every time I try to cry, the water refuses to drop out of my eyes, that my heart tears apart trying to cry instead, the pain inside me needs to be out but it still can't, all the feelings I had, are lost, all the pain turned cold.